RayWind64

Many times I lose messages, it's easier for me if you leave me your drawing on my profile

You can support me in Fanbox (Only Adults)

https://raywind.fanbox.cc/

I use this page only as a more accessible alternative support like Patreon is, Fanbox has the same utility as Patreon, it is not my responsibility how other artists use it.

My status as a student, professional and hobbist changes depending if I am studying or I am teaching in that moment, for now as I am dedicating to do commissions so I left it as a hobby

I look for references from anywhere, I am a person who loves to be a free soul, I love environments full of harmony, I love the contrast and duality between the Good and Bad I love resilient and positive people, other people's problems depress me when I can't resolve their situation.

I am married and I live happily with my love who complements me, before I drew what I wanted to have in love, now I draw what I have in love, I am very intense and I like it a lot I hate a boring relationship

I am a Rayman fan since 6 May of 1999, I have been making and improving a story for more than 20 years and I am the creator of Wind (Arilok).

Sometimes I make art with strong themes depending on how I feel and what has recently happened to me but all of them marked as mature content so that only adults can know and see them, this has been the only thing that has helped me as therapy I do this to focus on my work when I have an emotional block, Thank you for learning and understanding why sometimes I need to release my emotions and why I want to keep them private, cruel people in the Rayman fandom exposed my hard drawings to cowardly humiliate, should not play with this, should always be empathetic before judging out of ignorance.

These people hate me because an absurd couples war of Rayman, they look for excuses to bother me

don't involve me in immature fights and don't harass me, this is just wasting time, grow up

A artist harassed me obsessively for 8 years almost always secretly harassing my friends to turn them against me, always looking for ways to stress me out, until in 2018 he caused me so much stress by trying to falsely blame me for child abuse because he became obsessed with trying different ways to trick me to showing adult content to minors, deceiving it involving a person with autism, because of this stress he caused me I ended up suffering an miscarriage losing my baby and I fell into a deep depression, abandoning the Rayman fandom for a full year, little by little as the years went by the pain became less and less so that I could finally say what happened to me without falling into depression again, for this I thought of the idea of the rainbow children of Rayman and Wind in a symbolic way of the meaning of "rainbow babies" are, symbolizing the rainbow after the storm currently I don't want to have children for fear that the same thing will happen due to stress of hate and harassment from Rayman toxic fans, I depend on my art to work and find works, I can't leave it.

My past and my origin do not define what I have decided to be, I have enough problems trying to figure out what happened to my family, my problems are real and I don't like to talk about them, but I can't always bear to keep them to myself, I hate when immature people fight over fictional characters as if they were real situations, They showing me that they don't really know what it's like to face a real problem. When the wounds are real, no one wants to brag about it, much less use this to believe theirself are untouchable to can hurt others.

My haters and those who helped that artist with his obsessive harassment, they wait for everyone to forget what they did so they can defame and harass me again later, they have been doing this for 8 years, I blocked them and I don't want to see them again, If you see someone talking bad about me, it must be one of these people.

The events are not in order so and I missed mentioning many things they did so I mentioned the most noticeable things, because they had been secretly harassing me for several years, I already had stress but this was manageable compared to the stress that this person and the group of haters caused me for years, they always managed this hostility secretly but they tried to make me realize it, like friends who interacted with him and then acted strangely with me, fanarts of my stalker to show their disapproval of me, a group coming to treat me unfairly, friends turning against me.

This person always uses manipulation, such as using his problems, victimizing and insulting himself to cause pity to make others complicit in his hatred and harassment towards me, he looks for ways to make the other person feel indebted to him and they helped him in his harassment such as giving and making gifts to turn them against me, in August 2023, he was responsible for me having to block my ex-girlfriend for threatening to show a drawing that I did ONLY for her, he caused me a mental breakdown again, making me unable to work for a month and a half, for 13 years I have had bad experiences due to harassment, for this the harassment stresses me out a lot.

Without forgetting that in 2021 he falsely accused me of child porn, FINALLY with his hate document he and the group of haters made public all years of their sick hatred and harassment their discrimination by describing me in a derogatory way for years, It seems that they were very happy thinking about the problems his lies would cause me, making DYTS of hate disguised as if they did it with good intentions, happy to distorting the facts to their own twisted way of seeing me, exaggerating and victimizing themselves, don't involve me in their immature fights.

My miscarriage was because my pH changed due to constant stress. After my loss, I have never been the same again. I never imagined the damage that cyberbullying could do, which is why it is considered a crime. It is very difficult for me, this is a damage done directly by the person responsible for making others think that it's okay to harass me and treat me hostilely as if I had no feelings.

Everyone suffer and feel pain, the fact that these people hate me does not make me immune to suffering their hatred and contempt, I know they will pay for what they did.

The person who has caused me the most damage has been a artist who made a Rayman fanart called "War is Over" in the group of "GladeofDreams" offending me, calling me a psychopath for defending mysefl from his defamation and harassment, he always victimizes himself and exaggerates everything related to me to make it seem like he is my victim and do his emotional blackmail for drawings I made and that have nothing to do with him, he always thinking it's all about him, it's his fault for obsessing so much about seeing my drawings, if his mental stability is broken so easily by my drawings and look for something to cry on the internet then he don't see my drawings, its his responsibility whether he see them or not, since he arrived he always distorts things to deceive others, I blocked him for being a toxic and dishonest fan, and he didn't get over this after 8 years, I don't want him in my life and I never want to talk to him again after everything he said about me.

The truth will not be silent...

We have saved the evidence of everything my haters did to me, the defamation and harassment of this magnitude can lead to a fine or years in prison for damaging my integrity, no one has gone to prison for making cartoons drawings, but it does punish for harassment, defamation and damage to mental health, people who want to come and bother because they only want to brag about believing themselves to be morally superior to others, telling us what is acceptable to them and what is not, they are not welcome here.

My bullies are blocked for life for using me as excuse to show and share the existence of different types of strong Adult content to minors, who shares adult content with a minor, or share information from this content with minors, so even if it is adult content from me or other artists, this is the responsibility of the adult that shares this information.

Please, be discreet with my adult content and if you see minors watching them, let me know so I can block them, or solve the problem, I do not publish my adult content on furaffinity and NewGrounds because even if I mark it as adult content this appear in the Google search engine.

Due to the environment in which I grew up I always had many problems expressing myself and trusting others, I was very hostile towards others for fear that they would hurt me, after therapies and with years of improvement, this trust problem was disappearing, In these last 3 years, I had a huge setback, due to multiple betrayals of people that I loved very much and considered as part of my family, added to the defamation and bullying of my haters, my mind kept my memories under control, until after so much harassment I sufer a mental breakdown and strong depression affecting my health, this bully became obsessed with me because I took him out of my life for my own mental health, talking to him always made me into depression. Because of his influence against me with my contacts for several years, little by little I began to have a setback to be able to trust others, wasting years of progress for the obsessive actions of my bully.

Because of this setback, I find it very difficult to maintain a conversation with others again, Don't think that I don't want to talk to you, It's just I'm very afraid of being betrayed again in the same way as before, this became increasingly severe as the years went by.

Some haters shown me that my haters use Discord to talk about me, in their obsession surely they are use discord to continue spread their lies there, because they had trouble publishing their lies when I defended myself, it makes sense because Discord it is a place where I can't know what they say about me so I can't defend myself there, so they use Discord as a means of abuse.